StudentNurse
Monday, September 03, 2007
So long critical care nursing
The critical car nursing final exam (s), exams b/c the ATI was included, were both on saturday starting at 8am. The class final was very tough, tricky, and hard. I left the room very unsure of myself. I knew I would pass the class still I knew I'd not ace the class final as had been my expectation. Had I not performed well throughout the class there was no way I'd have made it b/c the final, well to even say the final was out of this world would be to butcher it, and that's exactly right what am doing, butchering it, ugh! I got a 65% on the final. A 65%, yes, not good at all, let's just go ahead and call it poor but still it's what I got. Had I studied? yes, tried to give it my very best? yes! but the final again was out of this world but God was faithful enough, more than enough as always His graciousness, love, mercifulness and favors made me ace the class.
I just now got the final score, since saturday yes you guessed that right it's been a time of agony between saturday and today, i tossed and turned, i barely ate, it was literally killing me to know, i wanted to know so bad but it wasn't going to happen until today so i slowly, with as minimal impatience and agitation as i could mastered the art of sitting pretty and stopping myself from pulling out my hairs one by one, but had i opted for the latter it'd have been less painful than the wait but the wait still was so worth it, so much so you'd not understand. I went through refreshing my inbox every second, no, i don't have anxiety disorders, just impatience and this very weekend, as i read the bible, my petition to God was for me to achieve the fruits of the holyspirit, patience, especially. I'm still working on it and am very graetful to God. I knelt, my knees before God, my hands up in gratitude and joy, joy unspeakable. Thank you God, thank you. Then, of course I called my dear sweet moms and passed on the joy bug, yaay! I just told the bf...
Psychsocial nursing starts tomorrow. Lectures will be on mondays but today of course so my first lecture is going to be on this coming saturday. I ordered my books on friday so they should be here late this week, actually my behind has been so broke so th bf bought them for me, thanks love!
Again, thanks to my fam, the bf, the bff(James), I want each one of you to forever know that I wouldn't do this without you. All the love, support, prayers. From the calls, to the text messages, to the thoughts, the prayers you whisper away, it's exactly that, that gets me through, it's those that keep me strong, give me the strength to keep pushing even when am down cast and overwhelmed.
Above, my fam, the bf, bff, friends and every angel in my life. I'm most grateful to God, now and forever.
Mucho amor,
El Enfermena
Mood-joy unspeakable
I just now got the final score, since saturday yes you guessed that right it's been a time of agony between saturday and today, i tossed and turned, i barely ate, it was literally killing me to know, i wanted to know so bad but it wasn't going to happen until today so i slowly, with as minimal impatience and agitation as i could mastered the art of sitting pretty and stopping myself from pulling out my hairs one by one, but had i opted for the latter it'd have been less painful than the wait but the wait still was so worth it, so much so you'd not understand. I went through refreshing my inbox every second, no, i don't have anxiety disorders, just impatience and this very weekend, as i read the bible, my petition to God was for me to achieve the fruits of the holyspirit, patience, especially. I'm still working on it and am very graetful to God. I knelt, my knees before God, my hands up in gratitude and joy, joy unspeakable. Thank you God, thank you. Then, of course I called my dear sweet moms and passed on the joy bug, yaay! I just told the bf...
Psychsocial nursing starts tomorrow. Lectures will be on mondays but today of course so my first lecture is going to be on this coming saturday. I ordered my books on friday so they should be here late this week, actually my behind has been so broke so th bf bought them for me, thanks love!
Again, thanks to my fam, the bf, the bff(James), I want each one of you to forever know that I wouldn't do this without you. All the love, support, prayers. From the calls, to the text messages, to the thoughts, the prayers you whisper away, it's exactly that, that gets me through, it's those that keep me strong, give me the strength to keep pushing even when am down cast and overwhelmed.
Above, my fam, the bf, bff, friends and every angel in my life. I'm most grateful to God, now and forever.
Mucho amor,
El Enfermena
Mood-joy unspeakable
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