StudentNurse

Monday, July 31, 2006

F/FONP

It's been a minute since i've been here. Life has been... what can i say? hectic. I did my P.E. paper on Monday 07/24 seeing as it was due on 07/25. I didn't do a good scheme through of it so when i got it back on 07/27 i was a tad disappointed. I didn't stress out about that though because I had my finals coming up on 07/29. Both the theory final and clinical-lab final.

On 07/27 all we did in lab-class was practice head-to-toe P.E. I was starting to get pissed and a bit impatient. Too much of something is monotonous. The more i did it over and over the more i left out some trivial things. It was driving me crazy. Everyone had their cheat-sheet done, mine was partially done. I didn't need to read from mine to do the P.E. I had it off the top of my head and that's how i wanted it because this is what i'll always do and i want it to be part of me.

By the time i left class i was a wreck. I didn't have any energy left, i hadn't started studying for my theory final. I needed to read 18chapters and just that thought was draining the little energy i had left. I'm a weakling in a way. I cry easily and sometimes forget to talk to God(beacause He's the one who's always around) Those are the times i feel on edge. I wasn't blaming myself for anything because lately i have so much to do and the time just seems to leave me in the past, i can't seem to catch up fast enough a few times.

Anyhow, I got all my reading done on Friday night and schemed the exam review test sheets like a zillion times. I txt'd back and forth with my class partners. I was overwhelmed by 11pm. I spoke to my sweetheart bestfriend and blacked out. I woke up on saturday to a long day, was in class early, took the theory final first, wasn't so bad the case scenario questions were abit tricky but God as always was aWeSoOme! I had to wait till 11am to do my P.E. final and SBE as health educator (would do it), was pretty interesting, did my write-up and voila I was done w/my H&PA class. It's gone with the wind, just like that, I can't place my finger on time, I just started the class didn't I?

All glory, praise and honor to the most high, God for bringing me to it and through it. God you're beyond the best. I can't compare anyone or liken anything to you. THANK YOU!!!

Thanks and much love to my family for their continued support in spirit and at heart. The prayers and txt messages, they keep me going so right on beloveds.

Hugs n kisses to my bestfriend who has helped see me thru the worst days and believe in me when I didn't and shared his faith when mine has ceased, who has taught me to keep my faith and always give it a fighting chance, even if we don't have any family ties or share last names we share the best bond in spirit and at heart. Thanks for been you.

It's a new week, almost the beginning of a new month. I start my Fundamentals/Foundations of Nursing Practice class tonight. I commit this class to God, I write it here so that the herald run with it though it linger it shall come to pass(Hab 2:2-3) and pray He sees me thru it.

One class down, go me!

Labels:

posted by Student Nurse at 9:38 AM

<< Home